Liberty's Dialogue with the Radio...topic: Kissing

Greetings friends and Blogland.  my blogging began with me sharing my Tantra journal on line years ago.  Since then i've been sharing my feminine experiences with man/love/sex/healing/and war for quite some time now.  My journal and perspective used to be personal and then around 2002/2003 it became global and universal.  so did my perspective of how i chose to use the sexual energy inside me. 

So, this is an entry on how my relationship with kissing has Tantrically changed over the last 9 years of this New Millennium.  these are personal things but that was the intimacy part of  sharing myself transparently with the world.  i shared my very human inner thoughts and their evolution, I shared my sexual healing, my spiritual awakening, and now my 6+ years of Celibacy path.  The Tantric adventure continues and it is very fun and enjoyable.  that is why i share the changes with writing about some of them.

A few years ago i took an inner vow to use all my sexual energy for making Peace on Earth rather than a baby or connecting intimately with One.  I saw weapons and i felt myself as global woman looking out upon global man.  I said as long as there are weapons and War from Man and Country  -  ANY MAN ANY COUNTRY - this Global woman will not mate.   

I made this decision as it made sense to me that it would be a nontraditional  way of 'Making Love' as a woman I decided I'd Rather 'Make Peace' first.  Since then,  i have naturally lost / let go ALL desire for touch, kissing or sexual activity.   This all happened very naturally - i'm an all or nothing kinda girl.  After i took this vow and shifted the use of my energy i started thinking like a virgin again and a whole bunch of Mother Mary and Jesus love started coming in and my blogs started filling up with war and peace thoughts....

anyway, my point is my feminine energy expresses itself differently than i used to. i used to date and kiss and have boyfriends and sometimes i would share my body with them.  then i found Tantra and learned how to consciousnly use my sexual energy for sexual healing and Spiritual Awakening.  then i became healed and freewillingly took an inner vow to use all sexual energy for global spiritual awakening. 

its been a total trip to meet myself more and more as i make choices and i know my intentions under my choices - and as i make choices i change - i used to kiss and i enjoyed kissing.  i do not think there is anything wrong with a kiss, but now i don't have any desire to kiss and clearly don't want to kiss.  when i see people kissing on tv i look away b/c it looks gross to me.  kinda funny huh!  I use my mouth for prayers and speaking not kissing.  with that being said,  this is what honestly came out of my mouth as i was responding to the words in a song on the radio earlier.

radio says - 'i want to kiss a boy'

i say ' I don't'

radio says 'I want to kiss a girl'

i say 'I don't'

the next words were a surprise as they flew out my mouth

I said, 'i don't want to kiss a boy or a girl - but I'd Kiss a Karmapa'

then I said, "Karmapa's don't kiss"

then I said. "yea, neither do Liberty's"

His Holiness The XVIIth Gyalwang Karmapa

the end  
jc/ july 2009