What was the last hint you were given of your purpose?

I could only Wish for a hint!  I know my purpose from looking in the mirror of my heart.  Unfortunately, the world tests my Faith in my Purpose and my knowing by withholding ALL hints.  As a matter of fact, the more I know my purpose - the more the universe seems to tell me the opposite.  I know I am to bring Liberty to life as a consciousness in America.  The feminine - the Mother instinct in We the People - the  union with our humanity - and not our weaponry - and yet - i turn on CNN and see clearly that i have failed at my purpose and ache when i see reality that in this 21st Century the free thinking people of all religions and all races gathered here in America have free willingly made WAR, allowed WAR, and seemingly are going to continue WAR consciousness to be our collective voice! Now this country is in 2 wars simultaneiously - Iraq and Afghanistan - ugh - my purpose was to END WAR - ha - a Woman ending war in the name of Love.  how unrealistic.  Yet it is my purpose in this Life.  To participate in World Peace as a reality.  While i would love and cerish a sign or hint of support, I will continue to hold the dream and hold my purpose in the dream of Peace on EArth....Joy to the World....