Liberty consciousness questioning tradition

Hello.  I want to explain myself re:  Liberty. 
Liberty consciousness landed squarely in a girl named Julie Christine in 2003 (me) because she was seeking and she found.

An alchemical experiment with the $1 and 'We the People' ensued.  It's purpose was to try to unite people around something which is the opposite of War - LOVE

Liberty and Julie stood together to say no to BUSH (when Obama did not)
Now together we still stand and wonder what is next for America and the people of the World

In 2003 Julie also became a celibate nun
she has never given birth - she channeled her feminine energy in a different way. 

all the energy women must use to nurture their children was freed up for Julie to use in different forms of 'Motherhood'  She attempted at that time to connect with Oprah Winfrey b/c she has done the same thing - nurturing many but not physically becoming a mother but fully awake in her Motherhood role on EArth

I feel it is my duty to question America and traditions....i pray people don't get angry at me for bringing up these issues.
for example:
...why is legal to sell guns but  illegal to sell peacful ganja?
why is it legal to kill your neighbor (war) but wrong for men to kiss and marry?

why do we keep church and state separate
but the state carries and uses weapons
do we not see that violence and fear is a religion in and of itself?

why does Obama speak of transparency in the Government but not tell the Truth about Why we waged War on Iraq in the first place????  why do people feel hopeful just because he says a few troops might be returning home sometime in the future....sorry that is not good enough for me. 

please understand - I am ALL FOR the concept of Military if it is not based on WEAPONS.  troops of humans helping others is fabulous.  But...that is not what the military teaches and i cannot sit by and not speak up about how we must change glorifying the wrong behavior and teaching our men and women how to serve this country by learning how to use weapons and then using them.  this is alien to life and while it is tradition - at some point it should change. - this would Evolution

I ask  When will we have a "Leader" who is fundamentally opposed to killing as an action of this country? A true Humanitarian who has the Worlds People at heart?  why have we not yet evolved out of Troop mentality?  Why do we have troops anywhere armed and dangerous?  how is this serving humanity?  how is this promoting world peace?  Every man with weapon is in violation of Life and Love.  When will the country truly stand up for Love in the World as a mission.  Naive?  no way.  Imperative if we are to survive as a human race.

why do we think 'stabilzation' in a country comes with military?  (i.e. behave and do what we say or we will use these weapons) This only increases anger and animosity while subduing it temporarily.  Why do we think being 'stable' is better than being real?  why do people block out their true feelings and go on mood stabilizers and medications at home like that is normal? 

why do we say Justice but let Bush walk a free man?
why do we say change, but our collective values don't budge?
why do we spend trillions of dollars to wage war on this Earth when all that money could have fed and cared for all the Starving Children?  Why does Fear rule with weapons when Love would Feel compassion and Feed?  Why do we still answer problems with violence? 

I ache in my heart for reality and the state of global human affairs in this moment.  may peace pravail in the human race for life, liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.  and may i not be seen as the enemy just because i want to support the troops by unteaching the fight and keeping them all alive and promoting peace....

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I recently read that 600,000 women (young girls) are CASTRATED everyday around the world for no reason.  Male dominated Laws twisted against woman is deeming this possible in the 21st Century.  Where are womans rights?  As a woman,  It makes me wonder...What if the consequence  and subsequent CURE for carrying and using a weapon was Male Castration? i bet we would have less men willing to touch the gun....