My Cure for Writers Block - making myself write and post
LibertyUSA
Good morning blog land. Lately I have been experiencing writers block. Meaning this....I feel the weight and importance of words. I feel my deep desire to catalyze change for the better for ALL People of all lands with words rather than weapons. I recognize the enormity of desire and also feel the pain of reality of war and famine 2008. I usually just sit, write my feelings and post but lately i write and then delete and begin again and then delete again. Usually I don't concern myself with political correctness b/c I trust deeply in my intention - to be of service to Love. When relationships are damaged (like with My Republican birth parents) as a result of my standing up for the Matriarch values of America as Liberty - I get called mentally ill. Writing used to help me when i was distressed, but lately it has not been a relief. it has not been a cure and it has not brought me closer together with loved ones....and so far as i can see it has not catalyzed more light rather than dark coming from America.
My cure for writers block is this. Sit and tell the exact and perfect truth about what you are feeling and experiencing. By posting it for the world to see tells my inner critic that it is good enough because I am writing to make my self feel better today....not to help transform the world from Age of War to Age of Enlightenment and Peace. I have to let go of that otherwise i feel failure 24/7. I have to just write as a girl explaining her brain to others. We are all humans with brains. Each brain has a different agenda. Some brains pick up weapons. Other brains do not. I am trying to unite us in thought...then word....and finally deed. My vision is this...
And the Children shall lead the way: The children of America are from all nations. I would like to be their World Peace spokesperson. Oprah Winfrey has been Mothering America and is their Mothers Mother and the Country's First Lady (in my opinion). For the Children we stop war and teach Peace from the White House. I would like to walk to White House with the Children (and Oprah's King World) and I would like no one to shoot us as we get close. When we get to the gate, i would like the men with guns to lay down their weapons and open the gate and let us through. I would like to walk all the way to the front door and knock. I would like to arrest the President. He is no longer their commander in Chief. Love is our commander as a Humanity and as a Country. The armed service men can still serve and protect....they just don't carry weapons to do so. There is a higher Intelligence.
In advanced civilizations the beings are working to gether to thrive. If you notice on our planet in this time - it is the opposite. humans are working against each other and killing. Out of the 6 billion humans on Earth - How many are carrying weapons? How many weapons are stockpiled just waiting to be used? How many atomic bombs has humanity created? count them. they are our symbolic representation in the physical world of our collective insantity. In America - we can collect ourselves and speak on behalf of all nations (because we are People from All nations living here in a supposed democracy) If we collectively believe in a peaceful and enjoyable life on Earth, we must stand up for it. I am. it has not made me popular.
I am loyal to Love and Life. Not family. Not blood. Not country. Not money. I recognize that violence is a religion. It is the religion of the BEAST. Every single human being needs to recognize that life is one huge religion. Violence or Non violence. Harmony and respect of Life or Anti Life? The beast brain is violent and not in harmony and does not carry UNITY CONSCIOUSNESS but it CAN be Taught and transformed (that is the good news!). the consciousness of the Beast is to deform religion and it must not be allowed to lead and deceive. The mind overtaken by beast values teaches to take, destroy, cause pain, do what you want, and do it in the name of 'god.' The spirit of deception saying you are doing good but bringing violence is not in harmony with Life and is not of GOD or GOOD! It is deception. that is why George Bush calls himself a MAN of Faith and said that "God wants me to be President.' His religion is the Beast, the deceiver, the bringer of pain and suffering....and Lies.
Jesus defeated the beast and said the religion is LOVE. The Beast said - Ha! i will use your name, but I will bring War and pain and separate people from each other and from love. and so George did (along with many other beast religion leaders). He said, I am a man of God and I bring WAR. He tells us - his master is Beast. His allegience to War and Violence. 5 pointed star is a cult of Violence. The chinese flag with star is the same sign of the Beast. Many symbols of violence as power. All these symbols betray Woman and Life and Harmony. If man rules with Violence - he is directly betraying woman. In my opinion, the Gunmen are all one Religion - Beast. The religion of Violence comes from the Mind of the Beast. It desires glorification - that is why in North Korea for example there is a statue of the beast leader and everyone must say how much they love it and show it respect or be beaten! If the Man is putting weapons in the human hands and dominating with violence and fear - then be very sure - it is the Beast mind.
If the Man or Woman is taking weapons out of hands or asking the freewill to lay them down - it is the One world relgion of Love and Peace. Ask the Children. Peace comes to us naturally. We are born with the desire to live and share and thrive and care. The beast teaches us to take and kill at Will. The Beast is ruling China and the Beast is ruling America. The Beast is ruling North Korea. You get the idea. Human form but deformed human mind.
As a mother, sister, and daughter of Peace....i would like to arrest the Beast. If we get 7 leaders on a leash and call a summit for Peace we can make a show and bring the bible prophecy stories to life. the woman is not the enemy in Armegeddon where she comes riding in on a 7 headed beast....it is really 7 tiny violent and corrupt world leaders on their leashes. Little men learning BIG LESSONS on tv. All profits are redistributed back to we the people of all nations.
ok i feel a bit of relief. i got my old habit back of just writing what comes out and not criticizing it as not good enough. Now on to daily events.
My neighbors Jacqueline, Christian, and Princess Lina all moved to Holland a few days ago
and I can still keep up with them because the Mom, Jackie, keeps an awesome blog. She has inspired me. I am now going to write about my everyday life here in Maui not just about our global future as a human race. I made pages for a scrapbook for them and prayed that we would have a Maui Zen Princess Camp and next summer Lina would come back and her parents would be counselors.
Here is a page from the scrapbook
Yesterday I went to the Maui market and Queen Kaahumanu mall with my friends Gangtso and Mina. I have a car to use for FREE for 3-4 months so I am able to go on errands again. I got the car through a friend from India. she called and said a freind of hers was going to CA for a few months and did i need a car? amazing! Of course, when i got the car i was thrilled to see a 'SAVE TIBET" bumper sticker on it.....ahhhhh the LOVE Family and the sharing of resources.
Anyway, we carpooled together and did shopping. While we were at the Mall there was a job fair going on. I talked to some people about Home Health care since I used to be an occupational therapist. Then I say the MILITARY booth! I walked over to it and looked at the pictures of the job they were offering. Men with guns, tanks, ugly ugly ugly. The guy looked at my curiosity and said, 'YOU READY?" I said, 'ready for what - to learn how to use a gun to kill another human being?' he smiled.
I told them i was an army brat too and was born in Military Hospital. I talked to them of Liberty and my vision for peace where the military holds candles as we walk to the White House. He said he wanted peace too - at least if not in his lifetime he said he wanted it for his kids lifetimes. What they don't understand is that fighting will never bring peace. the beast teaches that you can win a fight. you can never win a fight. fighting in the first place is saying you are losing your love brain. you are losing your humanhood. you are becoming like beast, serving beast, and are choosing your master to be beast. If you choose LOVE as your master - You align with Jesus' mission. You align with His Holiness the Dalai Lama. You lay down the weapon and you learn the Art of Peace and Non violence. Buddha land not Beast Land. Buddhas walk in peace - the Beast carries guns and kills. All countries are united in one or the other - they just don't realize it. the boys in each country killing boys of other countries are all SERVING ONE BEAST. Buddha does not want any man killing any other. We are here to Live not kill. This must be a religion. The religion of LIFE and LOVE. it begins with no weapons in human hands. I told the soldier that i wanted to pay men to not carry weapons, but he couldn't relate. not yet. he said thanks for talking to him. I enjoyed it too. They gave me some Cheesecake too!
Next we went to the Maui Dharma Center for a Celebration. The Venerable Lama Gyaltsen La has been here in Maui sharing dharma love wisdom and anchoring the heavenly vibration down into the earth for 5 years now.
We celebrated Him and thanked him. I gave him an orchid with two blooms on it and hung a Lapis Lazuli stone on the stem. I bowed to him and gave him a prayer scarf in honor of the Man he is and the teachings he carries. We said prayers for the World and an end to World Hunger...and then we all ate and listened to performers perform. Since I am not a performer ...YET....i am going to write him a Love Poem to demonstrate my devotion.
Now, today, I am going to clean my ohana brothers, Dan and Lyman, house.
They share their home with me here in Maui. I live in the Ohana as a caretaker and they live in the Main house. Everyother Sunday i clean for them and it is always a delight because i play music and sing along and the house is filled with love. On Mothers day they left a gift on my front door. When I opened it up I found a movie....KUNDUN!
I cried symbolic happy tears.
I continue as a Sister/Mother/Daughter to work for Peace in this Country and I am attempting to secure the White House as a Birthday Party Celebration Location for His Holiness the Dalai Lama's Birthday and World Peace Party this July 2008. President Bush's birthday falls on the Same day as His Holiness' the Dalai Lama. I would like to arrest the President on or before his birthday and keep him under house arrest for the next 8 years while we undo all this terror damage! That was my mothers day prayer as I cried and watched the True Story of His Holiness the Dalai Lama on Mothers day. 'The Peace Princess in Me is wanting to celebrate the KING on his Birthday. I am hoping all my Brothers of Peace (Princes of Peace) will help bring the dream and the story of Cinderella to Life. the only twist is Cinderella in me wants to marry her Fairy God Sister Oprah Winfrey instead of waiting for a Prince Charming. its a real dream in my reality. It is also called a Prayer. A vision for peace to begin as a tradition coming from the White House. It is our Human 21st Century Responsibility. (In my opinion)'
i'm off to clean, and sing, and pray now. i'm glad i got over my block. just write, trust and believe in the power of love and then click......post entry and hope for the best.
peace out,
julie christine
Access: Public
libertyusa
June 2008
Dr Taylor teaches us how to attain deep inner peace - easily, simply, without drugs, anytime we want it. Forgive me for doing everything I can to be sure everyone reads this book and sees this video, but I think all of us benefit and in the larger sense, if everyone reads this, our world will benefit in a very large way.