***  As I write I am always aware of the global injustices around the world.  Right now Tibetans are being murdered in cold blood by China government for even Raising a Tibetan flag - and I am writing about stupid car injustices - my life situation is trivial compared to the pain of my Human Family around the world....and yet it relates so I write about it.  Dear readers, please know I would give my life in a New York minute to help Free Tibet from Government of China tyranny - and i would give my life to stop war coming from America but instead I live and give my words - and pray for Justice*

*** it turns out My birth parents answered this 'Dear Santa' letter and payed my fees to the government - yea!  - thank you Mom and Dad Shafer  ***  12.27.08

Dear Santa I am sad and i am writing to you to feel better.  i'm not asking for help - i am documenting my reality.

When America went to WAR against my will - I withdrew giving them any money as a statement to my values.  I have found that it is impossible because the government is money hungry and Karma keeps them in my life sucking money from me. 

Since not paying taxes is not a big deal to IRS since i've either been homeless or making a maid's wages - the government leaves me alone....HOWEVER - the police hounded me and my little prayer car and wrote me many tickets.  and of course the United States Secret Service  came for a visit because of an email I sent to the White House regarding George Bush.

Anyway, in the 6+ years on Maui I have never had an accident or been pulled over for speeding - rather they pull me over and give me tickets for no insurance, registration, etc.  In 2004 and 2005 (the VERY Hard years) i got tickets and didn't go to court b/c the government was disrespecting me and my wishes for no war so i disrespected the system and didn't go to court - PLUS i remember that day how i had a job to make money and instead of going to court i worked.  Later in court i told the judge that was immature - i should have showed up and spoken my truth.

In 2007 i got pulled over again and this time i went to jail on a benchwarrant for not going to court in 2004 or 2005.. I spend 27 hours PLUS in court i got 90 hours of community service instead of fines.  BUT now i find out  I STILL HAVE FINES.

  $800 the courts want PLUS they tell me there is another bench warrant for my arrest because of another no insurance ticket in May 2007 which i don't even remember getting!  I recall getting pulled over again and telling the officer i would make it a priority and buy insurance - i explained my money situation and he was cool.  I bought the insurance one week later as i promised and have proof.  I am not a crappy citizen but i have been in poverty and see how hard it is to survive and stay in good standing with the government while in poverty.  When down - they kick you harder.  money is the only thing they want for 'punishment.'

Now i'm trying to get my drivers license renewed and i find out i cannot until i give the government $800 and then pay the MPD $200 for bail bond and get another court date to 'get my sentencing' for not having insurance in 2007!

THE ON LY REASON I DRIVE is so i can get to and from work.  I write as LIBERTY for free from home.  I have not had a car so i've been using a friends car who went to CA for 6 months.  I paid rental, insurance, got it registered for her, got it safety inspected for her and did ALL THE THINGS that i got in trouble for in the past.  I have spent a precious $1300 to drive and get legal the car.  Now she comes home tomorrow and i have to give the car back to her.  I am left with NO car.

I have $1,000 saved to buy a car so that i can keep my work commitments to my boss Sonam but now i find out that it will take all my savings just to pay the fines to the Government.  This is making me sick.  How high is the price for my 'sins.'

After the jail time for standing up court  i was sentenced to 90 hours community  service for not having insurance.  I completed my community service.  To find  that there is still more money to pay and another bench warrant on my head feels like the Universe is loading me up with penalties for trying to be good but failing b/c of money.

My values want me to withhold money from all government until they stop war and serve the people.  I am trapped now.  Either pay - or do drive.

If i spend all my money on government fees for crimes i have already paid for dearly, it will prevent me from donating to feed the children or to Tibetan monks and nuns and christmas gifts.  Then i will have no savings and I STILL won't have a car to use for work.  I learned my lessons from 2004 and 2005.  I paid the price in 2007.  Now in 2008 there is more price to pay. 

i was so upset and rejected yesterday and feeling i will never make it in this MONEY world as a Freedom writer for free - with values of caring for people and protecting life and striving for Peace - that I deleted my YOUTUBE account in a fit of rejection and pain.  I'm sorry for doing that because there were many prayers on my account. 
I am aware I sm not valued as a source of wisdom or Leadership in this government - but they will take my money anytime and if i don't give it they penalize me more. (late fees and service fees to collection agency)

I got another youtube account, but replacing the over 100 videos will take time.  This is not good for my Christmas Spirit for the Peace dreamer and activist for Love in the White House.  This has added another level of Pain to my pain body of  'the world doesn' t want you (or your wisdom Liberty) it wants your money'   .....which i have very little of - ....because the world doesn't pay me for my mind because i give it away for free anyway  :)

Here is the Paradox.  George Bush gets away with murder, conspiracy, and destroying the human rights laws in this country and gets driven around in limosines and airplanes.   Liberty is living the hard life of the poverty people trying to protect their human rights and serve Peace Consciousness.  i am nearing a breaking point but i know i won't break.   

reality is hard.  war is killing me on the inside.  the fire of hunger of others in poverty and famine burns in me.  I feel powerless to lift the pain of others and now with this tremendous weight of  what i have to go through just to get a vehicle to move me to and from work is too much.  - i feel weakened.  that is my truth today. 
in peace - julie christine

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Vehicle update:

later today  - turns out my neighbor has an affordable car i can buy because he has recently had is license suspended for 6 monthys.  He said i can pay in payments so if i decide to break my vow and give the Government my hard earned money to pay these penalties then i'll be all legal and won't even have to car shop - and i could help him out with rides too.  win win for us both

....but i still have my dilemma of giving money to Government.  I will probably have to sacrifice my values and play by 'the law' even though the Law as it stands right now is supporting killing other human beings as a way to serve the country and live 'Freely'     oh give me a break.  i am in crazy world.  one thing i know for sure, someday i will look back on these  blogs  of my life and i will remember these days and I will be proud of myself as a human being.  the end. jc

I have a day off work.  It is raining and peaceful here in my cocoon of heaven in maui.  I am thinking so much about Jesus.  He is in front of, inside, around, and above everything i do and say.   I know  His heart believes in Peace on Earth and Goodwill in All men.  Liberty is trying to, but i cannot if we freewillingly pay for war this holiday season.  This Christmas if you truly want Peace on Earth, I'd invite you to join with me and raise Tibetan World Peace and Enlightenment Flag as a symbol that you want to live in the Light and Unite with Love and Kindness in Human Kind.   not the Right to Fight. 

I am praying we Don't rush 2009.  Let us Look at the 8.  Two circles.  Good and Evil.  Let us Use time symbolically, wisely, creatively, and intelligently.  If we split the 8 (like they split the atom)  we could have the lower circle represent war/weapons and density in human relating and 'freewillingly' release our attachment to the weapons/guns etc  and destroy them.  As we let the density go of the lower the 8 turns into and 0.  ( could draw this and explain easier than it is to write it)
We could use our precious time to symbolically go back to 2000 and do it again.
Serving the healing of the Earth with Gore rather than fueling war with the war lord (bush) 
 
The result for 'we the people' would be the next 8 years could be used to heal, rejuvinate, get younger and reclaim the millenium - making peace not war.  Nothing says PEACE more than the World Peace Enlightenment Flag of TIBET.  That is why China officials will kill you if you raise it in Tibet.  The Flag has POWER and Prayer for ALL SENTIENT BEINGS to be free of violence and suffering.  I have 4 risen already at home.

I encourage all children and parents to make Christmas Unity Peace and Love flags and fly them.  Jesus knows no religion.  He is Love.  Buddha is Love.  Human Kind must mirror our Lords of Love.  The gun is not Love.  From all races and Nations - 'We the People' need to message to each other that we are kind human race. The Change is we end war.  Little by little then pretty soon - World Peace.  I pray that All mothers of sons in battle in all nations - request them to come home.  May each nation have an Unarmed Forces of Light that the soldiers can belong to and lend their service.  May we stop the fighting and killing of our precious human family.  The Children of all Nations pay price when we make violence the Law and Power.  May we rise up as humankind and say that Love and Kindness and Peace is our value and we fly a flag to prove it.

May Christmas day (or before) be World Peace Day.  May we Prepare for it by requesting a cleansing of the weapons on the Earth.  Each nation is asked to release the truth about their stockpile of nuclear arms, missils, etc...and we collectively disarm these horrors of human creation and begin a global healing rather than entering into global war. 

May Peace on EArth be our Goal in the here and nOw this Christmas.  I believe...

to be cont'd. love, julie christine who is home from work today enjoying the rain and peace prayers in her cocoon of world hope.  that is until the phone rings and .........
 
here comes  a collection agency human on the phone from the United States government calling me everyday wanting me to pay them money (MSB 800-616-0166) they got my number because i contacted them to attempt to pay my debt, but now since they have begun to blood hound me I am going to stick to my original vow.  I am not paying one red cent to the Government for my 'crimes' while the Government is fueling war on Earth in the present moment.  Well, next time they call i will tell them I represent Earth and the USA governemnt is criming against me every day.  how will they make retribution for their crimes?  i harmed no one and nothing.  they can arrest me - or someone can intervene on my behalf - but i'm not paying - i told the judge i would do community service to avoid fines and i was given 90- hours and spent 2 official days in jail and they still want $800 in fines - my crimes?  not registering my car in time - late fees added  not having car safety inspected - late fees added.  no insurance. this was all during the lean liberty days of poverty when i had a car but didn't have the money to get it 'all legal'  so i was ticketed and ticketed and fined and fined.  oh well.  i find it ironic I can't get Oprah and Angel Network  to call me or drop in on me but the government sure will!  they don't want my wisdom - they want my money.  big surprise.  is there a merry christmas season feeling for me? no really. not yet.  

My personal Peace team prayers go out to Greg Zen Coach Medicine Buddha and His Holiness the Dalai Lama and His Holiness Karamapa, Oprah Winfrey of Angel Network and all other Lords of Love and Wisdom.  May you have a meeting in the White House this Christmas Season on behalf of all people of all nations and races.  May the Human race win the race of life and end war and violence.  may the "The Law" not come with a gun.  That is my prayer.  love, the little liberty flame in me - named julie

The Angel of Death has come
she looks around to see what we have done
She sees over here and she sees over there
she sees the pain we make everywhere
she sees men and guns and tortured nuns
she sees starving children, the forgotten ones
she sees hungry spirits with fancy clothes
feeding their bodies like walking shadows
she sees rape and abuse as if it is the norm
and she sees grown men with their child porn

She hears the animals scream
as they are murdered endlessly
to fuel the bodies of the empty human beings
she feels the vibration of nuclear war
and she sees the 4 horsemen and troops training for more
she sees the people wanting a change
yet allowing a war lord continue his reign
she sees in mass consciousness the numb ones on pills
and drunk on booze and heroin ills
she sees ice, crack and terror
and human turned against human in error

She feels Tibet's tortured Spirit
 as they try to survive China's Militant teachings
of the red dragon beast and beatings
She sees America fueling the global rage
then Audaciously pretending it is going to change

She reports back to her boss all the she has seen
and tells him the plight of 2008 humanity
"Santa," she says, "it is very grim
the humans were given life
but they freewillingly turned into sin"
it looks to me like they want to die
because the Free ones pay for war 
and never ask why (and don't even cry)

In gods name they kill
going against Life, Jesus and Mothers will
So goes the Angel report as she tells Santa all
'Oh Great Giver of Love and Light
the Earth is dying as I make this Call'

Santa replied with a twinkle in his eye
yes, I can see this human dark night
of human decay and neglect of Life
yet it all had to come to pass
so that humans could awaken
really really fast

2008 is a gate you see
and Opportunity for all of Humanity
the problem is humans are running out of time
because they are waiting for a change in 2009
if they wait until later to stop this pain
they fail to recognize their part of the insane

Santa then told the Angel
"Angel of Death now is your time
you have been called to service
 to get the White House back in line
You shall announce to the Bush Son
that he marked his House with Blood
during the Time called Armeggedon.

Let him know The new game has begun
and the Higher court of Law has his name as
number One.
Tell him war, neglect, and lies simply will not do
The World Wants peace and Justice too.

The world is in crisis and the people will hear
that peace will be the mission of the White House
THIS YEAR
George Bush telling the Truth
with the 7 headed War lord beast
is made up of leaders
from 7 different countries.

if the people don't want love and justice to Rule
or the golded Age or the Golden School
then , my dear, relax and know
the Earth Death Star is nearing
a giant Black Hole
Then each soul will have to go with the flow

Those who have travel plans
and tickets to the to the pure lands
will travel fast
and will have another earth
that will last and last and last

but i pray we can delay and get out of the way
by melting the guns changes the axis of vibration
because this i say
the Angel also sees Life and Love holding on
and she hears the Mantra's and Divine vibrations song
She knows that the majority will rule this year
the vibration of war or peace will pull the earth to it's destiny
Global Life or Death issues for Humanity are very very near.
....and hopefully getting very clear.

if they decide to unite in the Light
they will let  Santa and his Daddy His Holiness the Dalai Lama
have George Bush's Chair Christmas night

Angels will rejoice
as our Dark traditions turn to the Light
and humans round the Earth. 
will celebrate OUR HUMAN RIGHT not to fight

Santa also told me he has gifts for peace
and tricks up his sleeve to help the peace team
lasers and magnets that heat and freeze weapons 
with speed
the guns will no longer flow freely on this Earth
we will melt them in a hole like an anchor at sea
we will change the vibration of our planet
and stay in the galaxy.

so dear Angel all i can say
is continue to pray
humans choose the golden way
if they do
you will see
they will part their own seas
as they allow Liberty , Santa
and the King of Peace
to a dine at the White House 
at a Truth Christmas feast 
(with George Bush and the 7 headed beast :)
The first question for the President of China's beast head 
will be to tell us where the Panchen Lama King is 
and is he alive or is he dead
The War lords won't win i can tell you that
i just dont know how long Earth will survive
the vibration of all their crap
if the humans work hard and fast
maybe all can be saved
and we can make Heaven on THIS Earth
NOW on This Day.

The Angel of Peace and Love
has come
with White Light from the moon
flying like the Dove

She lands on the White House
and spreads her light
she vows to Humanity
that she shall stop the great fight

There is something deep in the psyche of man
that if he holds a weapon
then power is in his hands
it is my prayer that this ends 
this year when we all
come back into human love as strength again

Love is the answer and the power
Love can move in (to the White House) any hour
Love can unite us black and white (and every color in between!)
and Love can heal the wounds inflicted in the great fight

The worlds people are human love deep inside
and in that humanness is the will to survive
common sense tells us all and all should agree
that survival comes with a Kind Humanity

Hope and Angels are in us all
but we must be the ones
to answer Love's Call

Paying a war lord $1,200,000 over Eight years
to sley the human rights and cast war out of our fears
is nothing but a travesty to the Mother's  human mind
who sees the conspiracy but can't reach human kind

The light is here but we all must agree
that war is a disgrace to human magesty
Love is the power and love is the way
Love can be chosen over Bush anyday

Love is not popular with the common folk
tradition of war is easier to provoke
but the Angel of Hope does always see
the intention of Life was to have a thriving Humanity

IF the leaders who lead are love and truth
then the people will prosper
especially the youth
The children it is said will lead the way
the return to innocence can come Christmas day

$1 a head to put on the Tree of Life
each person each land who vows not to fight
we the people can  all declare
that love is power and we all DO CARE

Obama has done nothing to stop war today
he doesn't have the passion for Peace I say
for 7 years there's been war and wrong doing from Bush
Impeachment was attempted but Obama stayed Hush
How can this man be the savior of the hour
when he didn't even stand up to Bush
while he was in the House of Power
never did i hear his voice ring on high
standing up for the people of all nations
so that none would die

No he did not because he is a politician at best
he pleases the people by not causing more unrest
but here i say it is time we get clear
that wrong is wrong in the eyes of this tiny reindeer
A voice who stands for Children and Peace
a voice who gives Truth rather than fuels the violent beast

Jesus is a consciousness of Goodwill in Men
a Brotherhood of Nations
beckoning all to come in

This Christmas is a time for Jesus and his plan
The Kingdom of Heaven on Earth
and Peace for the Fellow man

How will it come when we refuse to see
that paying for war is Anti Christ activity?
We can make the gun illegal
and reboot the brains
to be united and kind
rather than separate and insane
to fight man against man is as old as the hills
but I ask when will we do Divine Mothers will?
She gave life and we take it away
that my dear is a sin in every way.

People think it will never end
and they see the gun in almost every hand
this is normal if you ask around
and look in the movies of what they spin around town
well here i say this can be the end
if we just lay down the weapons and try to be friends
this is not naive or crazy
this is a prayer for the humans to amaze thee

we are better than this
united and free
the worlds people can gather
their heads on the family tree
one dollar one head
one heart one mind
one big Golden Prayer
for the entire Human Kind.

Happy Holidays to All.  Today I am Life reviewing what was on my mind in 2002 while living near the Statue of Liberty in NYC but having no connection to her personally.

                                                        My Dear Friend

                 

Dear Greg, Merry Christmas.  During this Season I think of you.  Actually i think of you almost every minute of every day in some way or another.  I think of you when i hear the word 'Change' for America, I think of you when i say my prayers to Buddha, I think of you when i see a love teacher hanging on a cross in stone all around Maui.  I think of you as i feel Tibet and Faminine and war.  I think of you as the great hero that can fix all.  When i met you briefly in physical form and came to you for your teachings - you advised i not put you on a pedastal.  a short 6 months later i was out of your life.  since those months 7 years ago - you have been in my life constantly.  You are beyond a pedastal in my heart.  You are Buddha to me.  a Jesus.   A Man of Wisdom and Love for All.  I have come to rely on my invisible vision of you as a source of comfort and refuge and i really have no idea what you are doing in your physical life, but in my mind and heart - you are the Great Wise Man that this woman always is turning to and then finding herself alone with her memory of a man. you connect me to all men and in my quest as woman to bring peace while believing in hero and man and goodwill. - i can't help but turn to you - and write to you...

To the man, I remember your wisdom and your sparkle.  I remember how i felt as i listened to you speak to 10-15 people as we sat in a circle.  it felt good listening to you and ever since i left - i've been longing to sit again in a circle and hear you speak.  The pain which comes from not being able to have contact with you has been part of my everyday moments too.  I know you are married and letting go of romantic love was another layer of thoughts i dealt with on a daily basis with you. 

After romance was released i found that i still turned to you for hope and leadership as i turned my attention towards the consciousness of politics and 'we the people.'  it seems my efforts to arrest and impeach Bush were not able to fly into reality - and yet i knew if i couldn't do it - YOU COULD!  even married to another i found that i went to you for refuge from War.  I knew you could reach the peoples ear and i wanted you to help me bring truth talks to Bush.  It seems in no matter what direction of my thoughts in the physical world - you are there.  either the guy i loved who married another or the teacher i can't reach to get advisement from, or the hero who leads america out of war, or the man who reminds me of what it must have been like for Mary Magdalene (or any woman) to sit and listen to Jesus talk.  the feeling as woman listening to wiselove man is a pure and secure feeling about manhood in humanhood.

I remember upon meeting you i was introduced to bowing to the Buddha, Dharma and Sangha.  THose were new words for me.  You brought them to me so now of course - everything to do with Buddha links my thoughts to You.  and of course Buddha is in all so i think of you all the time....as a Buddha.  Medicine Buddha to be exact.  I hope you know this already because i've made a few picture videos of collages that also say the same thing. 

So now, Greg, as Christmas 2008 has come and gone - i write you a letter and post it on my blog because that is the only way i can reach you it feels like.  i know you have a blog here - so maybe you read my blog when it tags your name.  21st century intimacy - love letters on blogs.  is this a love letter or just a report about my experience with Love and You?  I always thought of love letters as being personal, romantic and sharing sweet nothings.   this is full of somethings and not romantic at all.  I just wanted to inform you that i learned a lot about love from you.  I am glad you use the word on your YouTube videos.  I don't hear political leaders speak of love hardly at all - so i am glad to see you do.  This is why i will always carry hope that you will help bring truth and awareness to Congress and the White House.  As Liberty - my love is global and I feel a direct responsibility to the children of Earth.  it is hard for me to explain to them why i can't stop gun warfare in the adults.  they keep saying to me - 'Just take away the guns'  Just like mothers take away poison if baby reaches for something deadly - so do i wish i could just separate the weapon from the flesh.  I wish with all my heart Human man would walk as you do and as Jesus did - without weapon and With Wisdom and Love.  I wish this were the teachings of how to serve a 'Governement' that is supposed to serve people.  In my heart I have faith that you can reach the masculine on Earth and help our Father His Holiness the Dalai Lama, Lord of Love, Buddha Chenrezig, and bring Tibet into full Freedom and help brothers of all nations and races to awaken their inner love man and rise above the inner warman.  
I love you Greg  and when i can't muster the strength to emotionally write on any topic - i can always flow a billlion words to you if i write Dear Greg at the top.  That is why i know you are True Love for me because i can always write you even in pain and even if you are the one causing the pain - i still take refuge in connecting with you with my heart through my pen or typing or collages or thoughts or music or memory or breathing.  you are in every memory and in every moment and i will never forget what i learned about love and faith and Man and Buddha after having come into your presence.  Thank you for existing as The Teacher in my heart.  Thank you for being The Teacher in my Life.  I hope you have a very merry christmas.  I am well. 
love to you and yours,
julie christine

Dear Precious Eternal Buddha's, 

Om Mani Padme Hung.  I, Julie Christine,  am reviewing my 40 years of human evolution and walking the path of .  My birthday approaches and while i have offered my diary up to the world years ago, I want to take a moment and specifically confess specific unwholesome deeds I have done in my past as i have learned about love and being human. As this year closes and my 40th year on Earth is coming to an end, I am offering all to the King of Glorious Sutras.  Whatever unwholesome deeds i have done i confess in full through the King of Glorious Sutras the Sublime Golden Light, through my blog, diary, and prayers inside my heart always striving for total and complete Enlightenment for the benefit of others.

I can see that I have used my life to refine myself in the ways of love,developing virtue and truth.  I am thankful for that.  I used my time to grow myself and i am sorry for my mistakes and learned from them - looking back i am proud of my life but i do remember mistakes and things i will never do again. I have always had a tender heart towards others yet many mistakes were still made and much time was wasted. I request forgiveness for actions taken while being blind with ignorance, arrogance or pride.  I confess all and offer all.  Intimacy.  Into Me You See.  When one acknowledges something as a mistake and learns from it - it is no longer a mistake but a path of self awareness of how one moves from unvirtuous activity to engaging in virtuous activity for the benefit of all sentient beings.  here is my confession list.

I confess i stole things from department store once upon a time long ago
I confess i carelessly opened my body sexually to men thinking it was my role and duty as a woman - (almost 6 years celibacy now)
I confess i poured strong alcohol down my throat killing my brain cells and blurring my judgement of care and respect for my life
I confess laziness and apathy when i felt unloved
I confess i did not reach out often enough to others for fear of rejection
I confess being irresponsible at times at work by calling in sick or giving only 50% because i was sad on the inside but didn't know why
I confess any and all small moments of frustration, swear words, and any actions i have taken which was not in harmony with the vibration of love, kindness, respect and wisdom. 
I confess all untruths i have ever spoken out of fear or living a cowards life

"Whatever unwholesome deeds i have done
through harmful thoughts, harmful words
the thought of harm as harmless
and harmful actions done
or actions lacking in respect
these deeds i confess in full"

"By confessing them earnestly once
through this sutra all will be purified"

 "Swiftly and wholly consuming all karmic obstructions by making confession through Sublime Golden Light, I shall abide on the ten bodhisattva grounds - those mines of supreme precious jewels - that i may shine with a tathagata's marks and signs and Free Beings from the Ocean of Existence and Suffering" 

'Likewise, whatever merit i have gathered
through body speech and mind
by the force of this Sutra's ripening effect
May supreme Enlightenment be attained'
from chapter 4  of the King of Glorious Sutras the Sublime Golden Light.

i know human freewill and intelligence and consciousness raise all the time as we learn from mistakes.   I know WAR is a MISTAKE.  Since The purpose of my life is to evolve and document it i offer but a portion of my inside prayers into the outside world.  i do this to share my mistakes, my loves, and my learnings to contribute to global human evolution.  I aim to be a leader of peace, love and logic.  Through telling my truth to the people then they can know me and trust me.  then hopefully - when i am worthy enough - they will let me, Lady Liberty, talk to President Bush about 911.  In person.  Human to Human.  Man to Woman.  Father to Daughter.  Son to Mother.  War Lord to Peace girl.  All in one talk. 

We have Bush and Obama, but we also have BUDDHA's to choose from.  I believe we need our leaders (male or female) to better represent the values of Truth, Jesus, and Buddha in the White House in the present moment.  I call specifically to Zen Coach Greg.   

World Peace and LOVE is beyond religion.  It is our human right.  It is my American Dream for serving the people.  We can - as a nation - learn from mistakes.  We are here to learn. Obama and Bush both think WAR is ok.   I heard Obama say ,'I'm not opposed to War, I am opposed to a dumb war"  Well, the Jesus in me, is opposed to ALL KILLING.  So, I, a woman, stand with His Holiness the Dalai Lama and ALL the Buddhas who teach PEACE, LOVE, Wisdom, and Compassion.   I just don't know when i will be worthy enough to walk next to Bush down the Hall of the White House like Mr. Obama has done already.  (he even walked like Bush - like a mirror)
 
My Christmas Wish is that  this CIAngel (for Higher Intelligence in the White House)  can earn her Meeting with Angel Network and KingWorld Productions President Oprah Winfrey.
With hope in Peace,
julie christine


 

My Mother sent me a Christmas care package with expensive Skin Care Lotions from Clarins.  I was able to share with my dear friend and a Dear Lama La.  It felt really good to receive such luxuries and it also felt supremely good to share them with loved ones who also probably don't spend money on such luxuries.    Thanks Mom!

Dear Mother Mary, How can i better help the people and End Global War?

        Talk about the Heart.    The True power.  The Universal Loving and Kind Human heart.  LOVE is the Power.  Attempt to clear thinking around False power of carrying weapons and using weapons against Life.

       See  that throughout time there has been a false power which says strength is in the power to control and manipulate othersthrough force and violence and mind control - either governments or religions infected with deception will demonstrate false power with weapons, money or domination of the innocent and kind spirits of others.  Hoards of humans armed and ready to steal souls will advance towards another civilization of humans and the battle begins.  over and over and over again.  and feel proud of it - this is the inner beast winning their soul and controlling their actions.

        The only way suffering ends is when humans redefine strength and power.  My son, Jesus, took on the beast mentality.  The Beast is deceptive and tempts humans to turn to violence and death as a source of refuge and power.  My son did not turn to violence, but knew that Love was the power and he held onto LOVE for ALL as the Beast attacked.  Then the Beast mentality came in the form of the Roman Army to take his life.  They did. and he did not 'DEFEND' himself.  He allowed and loved and overcame for the Good of All HumanKind.  He defined Human man qualities on Earth.  He asked others to follow his values of Love self and Love neighbor. 

       Murder of innocent is happening today all over the world.  This is called Military.  Humans standing on the Law and the right and priveledge to take life.  They tell themselves it is for the Good or 'for protection' - when this is the Beasts strategy and lie.  it will do anything to get the soul to commit to use false power over others through force and violence.  It will call itself 'THE LAW' and billions will suffer as a result.  The beast turns Human against human.

       Change comes when humans recognize the right to Life rather than exercising their right to Fight and Take Life.  I find it ironic that in 2008 you have masses of people thinking there is going to be a change for the better when the number of weapons is growing daily, rage is growing and humans are turning to violence for protection.  Civilians carry weapons, 'The Law' carries weapons and Military takes weapons to other nations to 'be the law' over in another land too.

       The only time change will come is when humans collectively learn and grow from their past mistakes.  Killing is a crime against God and Man  and yet I look around in 2008 and Do Not see this learning or change.  It is a paradox when so many are living in a fantasy of change but not standing up for the CHANGED VALUES in their humanity in the Present Moment.  Then their leaders will change in the NOW, their consumer habits, and their level of happiness will change immediately.

       right now, the Human civilization of Tibet is standing on the values of Human LOVE,, Kindness, Forgiveness, and Unity in the human race.  As a result they are attacked by China with violence and invasion and torture.   GENOCIDE.  China views Tibetans as 'weak' because they are loving.  Sadly, the world pours money into China fueling the values that strength is in - money, guns, killing, lies, and invasion.  There is a fundamental sickness.  China then fuels weapons to Darfur and the innocent die at the hands of weapons and money is cycled back to China as a result.  The death cycle must be broken with LOVE and Learning.  Not repeating mistakes over and over and over.  Human race is in Peril for they are not acting out of a fully human mind - but minds enslaved with the Beast right to dominate and fight.

        The worlds people are defining to ourselves what humanity is.  Are we deadly and separate from each other using torture and death to control others?  Yes.  Why?  because as I write these words Tibetans are underseige by the Huge Monster of China with their hoards of humans dressed to kill and carrying around 'THe Law' (weapons) in their hands.  America at the same time is funding humans to arm themselves and attack.  the President of America attacked his own country on 9.11 to provoke vengence in order to 'justify' attacking and spreading death in another country.  They do this with the deception of 'Democracy'   People avoid seeing these truths - they are stuck 

       Common sense and the Law of LOVE sees that Invasion with military does not bring peace, or democracy.  The Change comes when human minds see with logic rather than with tradition of lies.  The strategy of the Beast is intensely strong and it is no wonder so many millions are still enslaved to the thinking.  Politics has strategy.  The beast has strategy.  

      One of the primary strategies of the beast is cultivate FEAR and then to say - DEFENSE - if death is coming for you then you have the right to go take that life.  Then it makes false fears that death is coming and off goes the military on another Death mission.  the veterans after a war come back mentally ill and now require huge amounts of help and yet they don't learn and stand up to the current generation and TEACH NO KILLING.  They perpetuate the mistake and then war grows.  Economy suffers.  Children starve and people hurt.    

        Commons sense and the heart are shut down and they are not free to speak their heart.  If a man or woman is wearing a uniform - they cannot speak against their commanding officer which is telling them to Fight.  (Like Police man or Military man of America don't stand up against BUSH with thought word or deed)

       CHange certainly comes but it gets worse if we don't vow to be better collectively in there Here and NOW.  Humans must learn to communicate without weapons in between them.  Weapons can be illegal for they are illegal in the eyes of LOVE and GOD and LIFE.  Humans can awaken to the REALITY that They are ONE FAMILY and they are destroying each other with separating into countries who are battling for world domination while turning to violence against others as a form of power and human expression.  Humans could make Heaven on Earth - but instead - they are stuck in repeating Hell Patterns which cause pain, death, and suffering.....NEEDLESSLY.

       World Unity comes when we see TRUE STRENGTH  as people helping people not hurting people.  It comes when you change Leaders in the Present moment in American White House and making consequences for the current War Lord Bush.  He is War criminal.  I recommend House arrest for the next 8 years - seizing his assets and sharing them with the people - teaching him everyday the laws of love and giving him written tests - just like i am doing right now - writing from my heart.  Bush can learn the same skill and others can learn through him.  

        The only way i see this change is if we make Consequences for carrying and using weapons upon humanity.  Rather than TEACHING violence.  There is no common law of love or consequence for wrong teaching right now - - instead there's false glory and a paycheck.   this tradition must end in the hearts and minds of all people.

        Genocide and murder and terror and massacres will continue until humans individually and collectively remove the power to take life as a power.  They stop forming governments around such a teaching.  They stop the killing.  The wars.  They collect the weapons and destroy them or transform them into something useful to humanity.  They don't dominate - but UNITE.  They see countries who are dominating with death as weak.  Like China.  Like America.  Humans walking with weapons are not brave - they are weak and scared of death - otherwise they wouldn't be holding a weapon.  common sense and common love needs to awaken.  

       Americans have 18 days left to move in on George Bush in the name of Awakening and Love.  Americans can turn the White House into a Television program of learning, evolving, and bringing true democracy of we the people to the world through arresting Bush and exposing the Beast within.  

     It is the only way to free minds of the beast - they first must see they are enslaved - then they can free themselves - that is all for now - my heart bleeds and beats for all people to be truly free from Violence in this next Millenieum of human evolution - and yet ....i have no power in the eyes of the people - Bush does.  I bow my head this day and pray....for true change
May Peace be with us -  and may we Drop the Weapons forever and ever. amen. 
Mother mary talking with JChristine 12.31.08

           

CIAngel (Agent for CHANGE) for Heaven on Earth 

 asks ONE FAVOR to the People

Dear Gracious Friends and Countrymen - This is LIberty.  I am asking One small request - in this moment - in the POWER OF NOW.   I need your help.  I am working on a Dream and making a Wish come true.

Please Help me make a my birthday wish come true from Yesterday...


will you PLEASE - in this very moment - as if it were an SOS and 911 life or Death emergency - Play along with me and

please take a moment to  call or email Oprah Winfrey    http://www.oprah.com/
and tell her ......

                         "LIBERTY needs OPRAH  - Go SEE LIBERTY - in MAUI"

i have a destiny to fulfill and a dream of Heaven on EArth.  Even if you don't believe in me - Please help me and Play along.....
 
- as if I am her lost sister from the Color Purple.....and she doesn't know i'm here

i ask you to make it IMPOSSIBLE for Oprah Winfrey to not know i exist.  Through the use of email, phone and person to person.   Please help me reach her ear TODAY through the Law of Attraction. 

OBAMA has had her ear (and the people's) - now may I have my turn?  just ONE DAY.  One Moment.  with Angel Network CEO, Oprah Winfrey.  
 
That's all
it is now New Years Eve 2008.
Love,
julie christine, Liberty

thanking in advance ANYONE who does this One good deed for Liberty and takes a moment to send an email to Oprah to help TWO sisters meet again in this life.  2 sisters whose mission it is to help others.  Please forward this message to your friends